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Tinkering with madness
At 17, I began to flirt with madness. My bipolar disorder started to take over my mind; and my thoughts suddenly became out of line, and quicker, too. Suddenly, almost overnight, I was thinking fast, and would stay up late into the night — seldom sleeping — yet feel energized the next day. Moreover, deep down, a part of me felt like a boy, and not a girl, and that gender dysphoria added to the internal chaos stroking my neurotransmitters.
October 22, 2024