And I would bash my head Through the air conditioning units Lining the right side of the sidewalk, At first-floor height. And my head would not shatter: The metal would. A dented, mangled Fredereich, The pavement littered with beige shards — And the pain, the pain would match, For once, that on the inside, A blistering homeostasis of black rage And I might crack free And I would not pick up the pieces: Those aggressive triangles Why manifest? Why mutilate, When it all could so absolutely Be rendered Invisible?


